So i've been feelin pretty low this whole week. Well, the week's just started. But the past couple days, is what I mean.
I'm sick of it.
Maybe it's everything piling up...schoolwork...commissions...no job....no money...*sigh* Everything's just putting me down.
I've lost my appetite on pretty much everything. I think all I had all day was cereal. And things with the boyfriend are getting way too complicated. I think I'm just making everything worse with my extra strained nerves. All I see in him these past couple days are just all the BAD things and they're biting me in the face. And it's really depressing. I try not to take it out on him. But when he calls you and not TALK for like 5 minutes, how can you NOT feel pissed off? He talks to everyone just fine.

URGH. I can't seem to find an outlet for all this bitterness and frustration. I'm just constantly PISSED OFF and ANNOYED and all in all DOWNTRODDEN.
I can't go anywhere until the weekend. *sigh* That's the only thing I can think of that'll help me vent. Go someplace, away. By myself. No boyfriend. No family. No friends.

Maybe I just need a good cry. Fuck. I hate crying.