These photos are for captainardi because she wanted to buy a Tender Too and I'm putting mine up for sale. Sorry for the bad shots...apparently, I'm ultra sucky in taking pictures, lol.

( pictures here )

I'm actually thinking of selling my Tender Too. He's beautiful and so wonderful...but..I don't DO anything with it. Just..an expensive $300 desk ornament, I suppose. I don't regret buying it, of course. Owning it for a couple months was awesome...it's just....BJD's aren't my thing. Anyone particularly interested? Before I go spazzing out at DOA or something...
I might sell my manga, too. I don't read them anymore and just sit here gathering dust. Granted, most are in Korean...but..well, you might like the pictures, lol.
And I'm in dire need of money. Well, not that bad. But taking 4 classes instead of 3 in winter quarter, I will have to pay up a bit, and I need to start saving for next year's apartment.

Buuuuttt.....since thinking about money troubles depresses me...here are some things to cheer me up that I'm looking forward to:

-learning to skateboard with Mr.Z; I was going to wait until winter, but he offered to let me have a go on his skateboard tomorrow, X3
-arrival of my digi cam; finally bought one. off ebay, of course. once i get it, i'm gonna be snap-happy! expect lots of pictures, bwahahha
-thanksgiving break; my parents bought the presidential suite for 3 days, 2 nights in a hotel in Palm Springs...I GET TO SWIM AGAIN, HECK YEAH. I wish I could take Mr.Z and Alyssa. I really, really, really do. But Mr.Z is going sky-diving, lol. INSANE.
-road trip with bro and Mr.Z; we don't know where we're going yet, but a road trip it is! Not until summer, though, blah, lol.

That's all I can think of for now, hahha. *dances to music* I've been listening to "Queens of the Stone Age" alllllllll day today. I heart them dearly.

Oh right...what's your guys' take on alcohol? I'm sure you know several under-age drinkers.

I'm not a big alcohol fan.....but I want to get drunk at least once. It's out of pure curiosity, of course. I want to know what I do and how I act...and see how much I can take; perhaps for future reference. But it's just curiosity. I can think of a few friends who're trustworthy enough to handle me while I'm under the influence....but I'm kind of reluctant to count Mr.Z in that group, lol. I don't question his self-control or my trust in him. However, me drunk...well....I just might end up topping him (usually it's the other way around, isn't it? lol...) and that would spell bad news, lol.

Might take me a while to get around to it, though.

Right, and no webcam pics these days because I'm at home and no webcam here. Just lots of boredom.

Today...I was about to buy the MYST V soundtrack but exercised a bit of self control and didn't.
Last night, I was about to buy my doll clothes, but again, with self control, I didn't.

Instead, I wrote a giant wishlist and.....I wish I married some rich pretty boy. *laughs*

OH! And last night, I FINALLY NAMED MY DOLL, holy crap face. That's not his name, btw, haha.
But yeah! Snitter and I named him MATTHIAS, after a main character in our vampire RP! So totally awesome......I was looking at the doll clothes and such and *sob* i want so much. I love Dollmore.
And naming Matthias, I want another doll, a girl, to match him!! *dies* but THAT, I can put at the very very very end of the list. I'm still new to the doll hobby and I'm not that willing to spend another couple hundred dollars on them yet.

What I DOOO want to spend it on, though, is a Wii.
And some PS2 games (screw ps3333333333 and its super expensive out of stockness!!!!).
And some couple dozen soundtracks.
And books.
And a new Hogwarts robe. Dude, ALYSSA, we totally need to, like, dress up for the next HP movie. I've been suppressing my geeky fangirl self, but it's starting to leak out, hahaha *doodles some HP fanart*

SHIT.
I need to go study for my midterm *cries*

The dolls arrived today...and I got a free doll bag, hahaa, how cool.
i tool pictures, but my camera's going flippy so i have to look for the program cd...but..i can't find it =_=;
So michelle, you're gonna have to wait a bit until you see your doll! she looks really pretty, btw. But I'm afriad her eye color is ice blue (though it's super pretty)
mine got green eyes. like, perfect. i don't have to buy a new pair of eyes.
Wigs should come soon......
uhhmmm.......
i want clothes for my doll. i really do.
but I have $0000000....and right now really isn't the time to be spending money on my doll..*sigh*
I honestly wondered if i should sell my doll as soon as i get it.....because while waiting for it to come, i thought, "what am i going to do with this doll, etc. etc." but now that it's here and i see it, i really like it XD
but I'm def. not going to get anymore dolls, lol. maybe next time. far far far away. these dolls are just too much, man. too much.

So. Did I mention Snitter totally rocks me world? We're thinking of buying a set of twin BJD dolls from Dream of Doll and splitting it amongst us two. I could never afford one on my own. Nor do I think I have the guts to. But splitting the costs with Snitter makes me happy in many ways. Extremely so. So I'm hoping she'll agree, because I'm totally down with this. No pressure or anything, Snit, XDD And she's so getting a LJ. We were working on it but totally forgot about it as we spazzed out about the dolls, XDD
( ugly pictures of me and self-portrait challenge )
I'm almost done with my first batch of commissions. Go me *dances* But my old computer is having some technical issues *sob*..and it's making me mad. Go not me. And GOODNESS GRACIOUS that's THE biggest mosquito I've seen. *squeals and goes to hide*

I hate bugggggssssss >___